come bakkkk!!!

I cant stand a moment without you,
Feeling so lonely, oh, im so blue,

Every minute I spent knowing you would be there,
But right now, I know you arent here anywhere,

Without you I feel my life’s falling apart,
I never wanted to see you depart

I look through the memories you’ve left with me,
& cant imagine how this could be,

I did nothing wrong so why disappear?
And leave me alone here in despair!!!

 

 

In this huge house, without you I feel so confined,
Come back, come back, and let me go online!!!

Guys, by the time I post this I would have got it back, but im writing this cos I feel so blue with the internet connection all messed up!!! 

 

stupid me…

Guyz & gals…. wanna listen to something stupid that I did some time back?

I was at Odel with my sister, at the kids’ section, looking through the t-shirts, while bob was running around the kids games stuff and all. And there was this guy, I would call him a “zamaanee guy”. He looked like he’s in his early 20’s, with shoulder length highlighted hair, wearing a really short t-shirt, and his jeans material shorts were as low as like, lower than the upper half of his butt, and I was relieved to see he was decent enough to wear boxers. A nice one at that

Anyway, this guy was bending to look at something on the lower shelves. I just could help but say to my sister, “I just wanna pull his shorts down, wanna bet?” and the dude turned around and lifted his shorts up a bit. Realizing he was Maldivian, we fled the place.

 

an (almost) unsolved mystery…

Here’s something I found so much humor in.

I was just sitting here minding my own business and my sister comes running to me. She was laughing so hard… she cud hardly breathe… her face all red. Wanna know the reason for all this havoc? She was investigating The Mystery of the Lost Toothbrush… yes… toothbrush. Our Dad and her Father-in-law (hereafter referred as FIL), in their 60’s, they’re both with us, visiting. They share a room while they are here. And guess what, today, after a week of shared accommodation, her FIL says he can’t find his toothbrush. FIL described his toothbrush as “ORAL B, blue in color” and our dad says his as “I can’t remember the brand, its got a white dhandi gandu” both are very forgetful. And my sister looks in the bathroom and everywhere else in the room. It’s nowhere. And then finally she gets our dad to check his toiletries bag, in which she finds a toothbrush. It was in white and blue color, ORAL B. after hours of investigation, it turns out both of them have been using the same brush for a week now… lol … YUCK, I know. One of them had forgotten to bring his own brush! We had a good laugh… *vetti ove henee

allll my prayers for u…

The pain in my head seems to grow,
The wounds in my heart feel so raw,

 

I’m so bruised to see your little hands,
Pierced with needles & your feet in clamps

 

Your tiny lips so dry and cracked,
your scared little face tighten in your react,

 

I wish I could relieve you from all the pain
Hold you tight and bring you home again

 

But these are things that need to be done,
To make you well, and a strong one.

 

I wish there was an easier way,
In god to deliver you from this pain I pray.

 

I love you baby, I give you all my strength,
I promise to be by your side to all lengths.

 

 

May you recover soon!

i need u!!!!

 

Having found the love, that so many others don’t,
Yet forced to stay away from u , and my heart groans

In the nights, I lay in bed, wide awake,
I try to calm down with huge breaths that I take,

 

My mind goes in a frenzy of fanciful thoughts,
Indulging in the images, my eyes closed taut.

 

I feel blood rising to my face, making me blush,
On my skin, I let my fingertips lightly brush.

 

With the strong winds of this storm, I let my body sway,
At the highest peak of the mountain I lay.

 

Heaving, and gasping hungrily I open my eyes,
Calling for you to be here besides me my heart cries.

 

I miss you so much, luv!

 

 

change… is it good? or bad?

We, as humans go through changes. Changes in personality, taste, views… and everything else. It is good; changes should come about, how dull life would be if it wasn’t for change. But change in people’s personality could hurt. Yeah, hurt like hell. Being far away from friends makes me so disappointed when people I think most of just don’t turn out to be what they are. Or ‘change’ to a completely different person. And all this while, I thought the saying “absence makes the heart grow fonder”. For some people that saying does apply, like my darling for instance  :$

I admit, I have changed too. Taste in music definitely. I used to listen to a lot of Dhivehi songs.. like ali rameez and all… I still do. There are lots of songs that could make my heart skip a beat. Songs that brings old and gold memories. Songs that make me smile… and so on. But recently, I find myself listening the kind of music that I used to think would only give me a headache. Like Godfather theme – Guns & Roses, My sacrifice – Creed (now you know why my kid loves FasyLive, don’t you? Heheh!). And as for Dhivehi songs, my recent Dhivehi favorites are “vaahaka – illsight” and this beautiful song called “Hudhuparee – Naanu” (you can get that last Dhivehi song from http://bandey.com, he has got a really gud collection). Wondering if this is stupid, muskulhi vi dhuvahu listening to guns and roses and illsight… hehe!

Something’s haven’t changed much. Have a look at the pictures below;

 

Bob at 7 mths old

 

Bob at 2 yrs 6 mths

 

Cute guy huh? Still sleeps in his baby position. Of course he IS a baby. He is my baby. I love him dearly, and that’s one thing that wouldn’t change.

Sugar & Spice…

eyes…

without you

 

How do we get over the pain of losing someone we love? I can’t even begin to imagine what I would be if I lost my life partner. I wish there was a sign before someone passes away, so that we could at least say our goodbyes. Give them our blessings, and most of all a huge hug and say, ‘I love you’.  I sit across the room and look at his lonely eyes. Just less than two months back, he was having such a good time with his new bride. They were so in love, I’d never seen either of them happier. And without a warning, just one fine day, she was gone… leaving him so broken. I don’t think his broken heart could ever be mended. Had it happened to me, I would have died with grief. But his strong faith in God, has kept him going. Sad, broken, lonely but strong, very strong. I see him sitting alone trying to pretend that he is watching TV, but anyone would know his thoughts are far far away, and at times like that, this is the song that comes to my mind. Cos this I’m sure is how he feels.

LeAnn Rimes – How Do I Live lyrics

How do I,
Get through the night without you?
If I had to live without you,
What kind of life would that be?
Oh, I
I need you in my arms, need you to hold,
You’re my world, my heart, my soul,
If you ever leave,
Baby you would take away everything good in my life,

And tell me now
How do I live without you?
I want to know,
How do I breathe without you?
If you ever go,
How do I ever, ever survive?
How do I, how do I, oh how do I live?

Without you,
There’d be no sun in my sky,
There would be no love in my life,
There’d be no world left for me.
And I,
Baby I don’t know what I would do,
I’d be lost if I lost you,
If you ever leave,
Baby you would take away everything real in my life,

And tell me now,
How do I live without you?
I want to know,
How do I breathe without you?
If you ever go,
How do I ever, ever survive?
How do I, how do I, oh how do I live?

Please tell me baby,
How do I go on?

If you ever leave,
Baby you would take away everything,
I need you with me,
Baby don’t you know that you’re everything,
Real in my life?

And tell me now,
How do I live without you,
I want to know,
How do I breathe without you?
If you ever go,
How do I ever, ever survive?
How do I, how do I, oh how do I live?

How do I live without you?

How do I live without you baby?

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