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i think they’re cute.. don’t u?

Posted in thinking aloud!! on October 8, 2007 by finifenmaa

Why do we judge people by just how they look or dress?? Well, it’s just simply unacceptable. This post isn’t about natural beauty, this is more about what we choose to do, to look pretty or simply because we want to, specifically piercing.

Even through the years, us Maldivians tend to judge someone who got more than one or a couple of piercings on the ears. They would be labeled as junkies. And any boy who got studs on his ears/elsewhere would have trouble getting the consent of a girl’s mom. What I’m trying to say here is, piercing isn’t just for junkies, Goths whatevers. It also can be done by average people, who could be considered ‘decent’ leading ‘normal’ lives. Of course, people go overboard with the piercing bit, to the point at times it gets disgusting. But it could also be done to an ‘average’ not disgusting level. And there are types of jewellery that would make the piercing ‘decent’ and ‘acceptable’. Well whatever, let’s not judge people by the number of ‘holes’ they got huh?





Trio Trio.. :D

Posted in thinking aloud!! on September 30, 2007 by finifenmaa


Trio is on TV… *happy dance* Trio *sigh  😀  

 Dont u luv ’em???


(btw the pic is from maapu’s flickr) 


Posted in thinking aloud!! on September 13, 2007 by finifenmaa


What would you do if you found out that you were ill? If you found that you got a disorder that might need professional help, and yet, you’re too shy to tell anyone? Or you don’t want others to worry about you. Or you simply didn’t want to give it up. But at times feel scared that it might get out of hand.
What if we, as in our human nature we want to please others and this certain disorder might be what you believe as your gateway to success? But at times feel as if it’s pulling you down. And you don’t get the desired comments, result or reaction from the people you want to please?
What would you do/say if one of your friends confessed this to you, and swore you to secrecy? What do you do? How do you help? Whom do you tell???

wanna c some photos????

Posted in bob, thinking aloud!! on September 10, 2007 by finifenmaa

Just felt like sharing some lovely pictures with all of you fellow bloggerz!!! They aren’t all that recent, hope u like them.

This was when one evening, I left Bob with his aunt (thutha) and went to prepare his dinner. When I came back Bob was in deep sleep, and thutha was half gone (but she did manage to force a smile).

This is Uzain patting the stray squirrel that comes by to eat cookies. Look at the size of the thing; it used to b just a tiny lil squirrel.

And that’s Usaid, having an ice cream with all his heart! He eats with so much passion.

This is Bob’s cousin Neyni, one hell of a little man! He says really funny stuff, like the other day, he peed in his pants, and I took him to the toilet to clean he said in an angry tone at himself “hoon dhen mi jehunee fenvaraashennun” lol!!!

These are the princesses in our family!!! Pretty aren’t they?

Another mischievous lil dude, Ben! He just started talking and also speaks in Gibberglish (Gibberish English).

This is when bob was recently admitted at the hospital. Look at the determination in him to drum, even with the needles still in! (that was in ICU)

I lurv this pic. That’s Bob taking refuge in his Uncle Abbe’s raincoat at the Male’ airport. 

That’s it for now!! 

come bakkkk!!!

Posted in thinking aloud!! on September 6, 2007 by finifenmaa

I cant stand a moment without you,
Feeling so lonely, oh, im so blue,

Every minute I spent knowing you would be there,
But right now, I know you arent here anywhere,

Without you I feel my life’s falling apart,
I never wanted to see you depart

I look through the memories you’ve left with me,
& cant imagine how this could be,

I did nothing wrong so why disappear?
And leave me alone here in despair!!!




In this huge house, without you I feel so confined,
Come back, come back, and let me go online!!!

Guys, by the time I post this I would have got it back, but im writing this cos I feel so blue with the internet connection all messed up!!! 


i need u!!!!

Posted in thinking aloud!! on August 22, 2007 by finifenmaa



Having found the love, that so many others don’t,
Yet forced to stay away from u , and my heart groans

In the nights, I lay in bed, wide awake,
I try to calm down with huge breaths that I take,


My mind goes in a frenzy of fanciful thoughts,
Indulging in the images, my eyes closed taut.


I feel blood rising to my face, making me blush,
On my skin, I let my fingertips lightly brush.


With the strong winds of this storm, I let my body sway,
At the highest peak of the mountain I lay.


Heaving, and gasping hungrily I open my eyes,
Calling for you to be here besides me my heart cries.


I miss you so much, luv!



change… is it good? or bad?

Posted in bob, thinking aloud!! on August 20, 2007 by finifenmaa

We, as humans go through changes. Changes in personality, taste, views… and everything else. It is good; changes should come about, how dull life would be if it wasn’t for change. But change in people’s personality could hurt. Yeah, hurt like hell. Being far away from friends makes me so disappointed when people I think most of just don’t turn out to be what they are. Or ‘change’ to a completely different person. And all this while, I thought the saying “absence makes the heart grow fonder”. For some people that saying does apply, like my darling for instance  :$

I admit, I have changed too. Taste in music definitely. I used to listen to a lot of Dhivehi songs.. like ali rameez and all… I still do. There are lots of songs that could make my heart skip a beat. Songs that brings old and gold memories. Songs that make me smile… and so on. But recently, I find myself listening the kind of music that I used to think would only give me a headache. Like Godfather theme – Guns & Roses, My sacrifice – Creed (now you know why my kid loves FasyLive, don’t you? Heheh!). And as for Dhivehi songs, my recent Dhivehi favorites are “vaahaka – illsight” and this beautiful song called “Hudhuparee – Naanu” (you can get that last Dhivehi song from, he has got a really gud collection). Wondering if this is stupid, muskulhi vi dhuvahu listening to guns and roses and illsight… hehe!

Something’s haven’t changed much. Have a look at the pictures below;


Bob at 7 mths old


Bob at 2 yrs 6 mths


Cute guy huh? Still sleeps in his baby position. Of course he IS a baby. He is my baby. I love him dearly, and that’s one thing that wouldn’t change.